They planned for my marriage hoping that I would be changed. But the result was on contrary to their expectation.
"I knew the new path…."
I am a guy belonging to middle class family. I was very good at my study when I
started using drug everything turned upside down. I passed my days thinking
about how to manage money for the drugs. When I could not manage money for drugs
I stole money from the place where my parents kept. With the money managed I
used to take drug and feed friends as well. Day was not the same all the time;
similarly my parents came to know about the drug taking habit of mine. They
planned and decided to marry me to a sober girl, hoping that my behaviour would
be changed after my marriage. But the output was on the contrary to the
expectation of my family members. I knew that I was being selfish owing to drug
taking habit. I had not seen anything except drug. Though, I knew that the path
on which I was moving on will take me to nowhere else. I wanted to quit using
drug but I was unable. I prioritized drug than the person who brought me in this
world. Now, I can realize the strength of drug. What kind of mess I made owing
to being powerless in front of drug. When I was admitted in the drug treatment
centre showed me the real face of drug that whatever I did was all because of
being unable to stand against it. My counsellor helped me a lot to understand
the reality. I got chance to work in the treatment centre. My life was moving
with the sharing and making aware the fellowship about the drug. I applied in
the vacancy opened by BIJAM. I was called for the interview and selected as a
Warden for the drug treatment centre. I am working with the relation whom, I had
broken during my drug using time and working to be rehabilitating in the
society. I have realized my responsibility and loyalty towards my family and the
organization working. I really thank BIJAM and its counsellor for giving me the
new definition of life.